Monday, March 3, 2008

Your's is missing.......



A hundred pains
A hundred pathways
I got it all my love
I just didn't get you

Feels like the wind has stopped blowing
And like a dried up leaf, on the streets of the city
I am flying around all alone
A hundred roads but yours is missing

Let the water flow
Let time stand still
If the river will take waves
Let the shore bear it

A hundred pains but none of yours
I just didn't get you.....

The memories.........


The time passes a bit slowly when you miss the person who plays a great role in your life. It’s hard to imagine a life without them, but in some cases most of the time we all have to face it, so as me. Life can be sometimes beautiful and sometimes cruel too. Still it’s worthwhile shaping your life in a way it can be beautiful.

How beautiful was the days and nights we spent together chatting. The days we spent talking on phone, sharing each other’s feelings. It is the most beautiful and the happiest days of my life when u were there for me and I was there for you, which might never come back again. As the time passes people change, situations change, relationships break but if something doesn’t change that’s me, and my love for you, which will last as long as I’m in this world. Any one of us can close our eyes to things we don’t want to see, but how can we close our heart for things we don’t want to feel?? Nor can I do it. It’s a question which has no answer………
It’s quite a long time since we have met, but still you are in my mind as if it’s the first day. People say as the time passes memories will fade, but for me as the days pass your memories became a part of my life. There was never a reason to love someone, and I never wondered that I will love someone, never thought that it will knock my door….. But it did, it really did and it changed my life…..

When the wind of love blows, no matter how hard we try it’s not possible for us to ignore it. I believe that once we fall in love in life and that’s called the true love. I never believed in love until I met you. I started realizing how beautiful life can be when someone stands by your side whenever you need a shoulder to cry on. Your love gave life to this lifeless heart, you taught my heart to beat, you taught my heart how to writhe in pain, somehow tears stayed hidden in my eyes but you taught them how to brim over. Your love gave me a reason to live, showed the variety of colors in this world…. As the days passed our love became strong and strong, we lived in a dream world…. Never thought that we would have to part for ever, never thought that one day I have to live a life without you… the dream was over and now I’m all alone here waiting for you and you’re there alone.

The time ran after us when we were together, but now we are running after time cox without you the days seems to be long, the nights are incomplete as I don’t hear your voice. It seemed like I will die without you having by my side, but I’ve now realized I’m not going to die, I’m gonna live for you, for your happiness. I just need to move on so I have decided to try. I might never love someone else again but still I will always keep your words… I will always try to be happy again, to get in to my normal life as u wanted. You were always very special to me and will always be. I cry because of what made all the happy times end, god blessed me with you only a short time and I know the love we shared was so hard to find. I hope after all this we can be just good friends cox without you my life will be incomplete.

Each and every memory of you brings me a new reason for my life. People say the name of love means parting, so as we are now spaced out. In your love I’ve been touched so deep inside that now my heart only reads your name, it only accepts you’re entrance. But now you’re gone you’ll never come back to my life again. You’ll only remain as a pain, as a memory and unrequited prayers. You’re the only person whom now I hold closest to my heart, you’re my sweetest friend ever and will always keep you as my dear friend. To me this love wasn’t cheap….It came at a high cost…..

Sunday, March 2, 2008

U tagged me!!!!! Uniqu3 Graph!X

A-Available?: ?????

B-Best friend: Sheez, mixu

C- Cake or Pie?: Chocolate cakes

D- Drink of choice: Coffee

E- Essential thing used everyday: Computer

F- Favorite color: Purple and red too

G- Gummi bears or worms: Gummi Bears

H- Hometown: Maldives

I- Indulgence: I guess nothing.....

J- January or February: February

K- Kids and names: hehe, if that day comes you guys will know till then it’s a secret ;)

L- Life: sometimes cruel, sometimes beautiful but it’s worth living when u build your life
towards your goal step by step.

M- Marriage date: May be never….heheh nop haven’t thought of it yet ;)

N- Number of siblings: 4 elder bros, 2 younger bros

O- Oranges or apples: Apples

P- Phobias: Cockroaches . hey not only one…but no time to list them..:)

Q- Quote: Failures are the pillar of success.

R- Reason to smile: For me every single thing is to smile :D

S- Season: hmm.... i like Winter

T- Tag three people: The sparkling Angel, xefrox, shaari

U- Unknown fact about me: Everyone knows everything about me

V- Vegetable you do not like: Laddiesfinger

W- Worst habit: trusting people too easily, and having a soft heart to all.

X- X-rays you have had: Many can’t list even ;)

Y- Your favorite food: Chicken Fried rice. Specially Indian foods :D

Z- Zodiac: Scorpio

Monday, February 25, 2008

Missing youuu....


On 31st December my loving aunt has left to settle in Bangalore with her 2 daughters and the only son. I will always miss u all in my life, when you are gone it seems like a part of my life is missing. The days we spent together will always remain in my mind without any change. The memories of you all will never fade; it will remain as new as the day you all left. I always wish that you’d be my side as I blink my eyes but unfortunately it’s an impossible dream, a dream which can may be never colored with happiness before 5 years.

Imma and Eman, my loving two cousins who plays a great role in my life, I miss you both terribly. The day I went to see off you all, it seemed like a part of my life is separating from me. And the last moment was the hardest for me when I shaked hands with you all and said “goodbye”. I wasn’t able to say anything else when I hugged you both, my eyes couldn’t hold the tears inside and it rolled down on my cheek. Wonder if you both can know how much I miss you.

I wish you all a happy life, and wish that you’d achieve your goal in everything you do. Hope that I would see you all after 5 years and its quiet a long time for me to miss you all. Hmm… wonder how much change will come to you all after such a long time. Three of you will be grown up and I might not recognize even right???? Hehehe…Nop just kidding I will definitely know it’s not possible for me to forget anyone of you.

I wish I can make the days past quickly so that I would be able to see you all back home again. Just dying to here you and see you all. Miss you so much….

Sunday, February 24, 2008

The BBQ Trip




I’ve been to Hulhumale’ for a couple of times, but this trip was a remarkable trip for me as it was the first trip with my friends.
It was a bit cloudy day when we started our journey to Hulhumale’. We departure from male’ at 3:50 in the evening and it took around 30 minutes for us to reach the destination. Including kids, it was a group of 30 people and we had a great fun on our way.
Finally we reached Hulhumale’ around 4.20 and quickly made our way to a small house which was far away from the raw houses and flats. Unfortunately it was quiet late from the time we planned, so I was not able to go to a sight seen, still the place we stayed was beautiful and quiet with lots of trees around and the song of the birds made the evening perfect.
When we reached the house a big fire was set for us. So not wasting time we started making some BBQ stuffs. The list of things we made includes; chicken, sausages, Reef fish, salads and many more. After making everything we all had a great dinner together in a very friendly environment.
Then came the time to rock and roll, yep!!! It’s the time play some game. So first we made two groups in which boys were in one group and girls were in one group. Among two groups we had a kind of competition of singing songs and guess what??? Girls won… After such a good get together we made our way back home at 8.30pm.

I'm back....

Hey I’m back again!!! We’ll you all must be wondering where I have been right?? I’ve been too busy all these days that couldn’t make my time to update it, my blog seems to be a bit boring for such a long time… but here I’m back again. So soon I’ll be posting some interesting article. Till then just keep on checking…

Wednesday, January 2, 2008

happy new year..


Like birds, let us leave behind what we don't need to carry....grudges, sadness, pain, fear and regret. May all the dreams in ur eyes, all the desire in ur hearts and all the hopes in ur life blend together, to give u the most spectacular days in ur life. Wish u all a very happy and prosperous New Year. Life is beautiful so enjoy it to the fullest. Welcome to a brand new year with new dreams, hopes and with a new experiences of life. Let us all cum together and celebrate the year 2008.