I'm here again in Sri-Lanka

Hey guys!!! I'm here again in Sri-Lanka. we'll this is my 5th visit to Sri-Lanka and i like is place to spend my holidays. I'm here for around 20 days just away from the hustle and bustle life. just relaxing here for some days and after that will be back in home town.

Living Without You......

I keep looking in all the places,

Where you are supposed to be.

But I never seem to find you,

And you're all I long to see.

I just can't seem to understand,

What it was that changed your mind.

All this time I thought i knew you,

When really I was blind in your love.

But now that I do not hate you,

And I know I never will.

Because I cared about you then,

And I care about you still.

Even though you hurt me,

I can't seem to let you go.

But I will go on without you,

And I want to make sure you know.

It will take some time to mend,

The damage that you've done to my heart.

But broken hearts do heal,

Thats where strength comes from.

For now, the tears may be falling,

And my thoughts keep circling to you.

But soon, things will get better,

If you have hope, then they always do.

Never say goodbye "Kabhi alvida na kehena"..

here is a beautiful song from film "kabhi alvida na kehena". im dedicating this song with it's english translation to all of you guys who reads my blog. It's one of my favourit songs. So here goes the song..:D

Tumko bhi, hai khabar, Mujhko bhi hai pataa
you and I know

Ho raha, hai juda, donon ka, raasta
that our paths are separating

Door jaake bhi mujhse, tum meri yaadon mein rehna
you'll live in my memories even after you're gone

Kabhi Alvida na Kehna
never say goodbye

Female:
Jitni thi khushiyan, Sab kho chuki hai
whatever happiness we had is lost

Bas ek gham hai ke jaata nahin
now there's only a sadness which won't go away

Male:
Samjha ke dekha , behla ke dekha
I tried to make it understand, I tried to reason with it

Dil hai ke chain is ko aata nahin
but this heart is such that it can't find any peace

Aata nahin

Female:
Ansoon hai ke hai angaare
are these tears or live coals

Aag hai ab ankhon se behna
it feels like fire rains from my eyes

Male:
Kabhi Alvida Na Kehna...

Male:
Ruth aa rahi hai, ruth jaa rahi hai
seasons come and go

Dard ka mausam badla nahin
but the season of pain doesn't change

Female:
Rang ye gham ka, Itna hai gehra
the colors of misery are so deep

Sadiyon bhi hoga halka nahin
they won't fade for centuries

Halka nahin

Male:
Kaun jaane kya hona hai
who knows what's going to happen?

Humko hai ab kya kya sehna and
what else we have to endure

Female:
Kabhi alvida

Male:
Kabhi alvida na kehna

Female:
Kabhi alvida na kehna

Your's is missing.......

A hundred pains
A hundred pathways
I got it all my love
I just didn't get you

Feels like the wind has stopped blowing
And like a dried up leaf, on the streets of the city
I am flying around all alone
A hundred roads but yours is missing

Let the water flow
Let time stand still
If the river will take waves
Let the shore bear it

A hundred pains but none of yours
I just didn't get you.....

The memories.........

The time passes a bit slowly when you miss the person who plays a great role in your life. It’s hard to imagine a life without them, but in some cases most of the time we all have to face it, so as me. Life can be sometimes beautiful and sometimes cruel too. Still it’s worthwhile shaping your life in a way it can be beautiful.

How beautiful was the days and nights we spent together chatting. The days we spent talking on phone, sharing each other’s feelings. It is the most beautiful and the happiest days of my life when u were there for me and I was there for you, which might never come back again. As the time passes people change, situations change, relationships break but if something doesn’t change that’s me, and my love for you, which will last as long as I’m in this world. Any one of us can close our eyes to things we don’t want to see, but how can we close our heart for things we don’t want to feel?? Nor can I do it. It’s a question which has no answer………
It’s quite a long time since we have met, but still you are in my mind as if it’s the first day. People say as the time passes memories will fade, but for me as the days pass your memories became a part of my life. There was never a reason to love someone, and I never wondered that I will love someone, never thought that it will knock my door….. But it did, it really did and it changed my life…..

When the wind of love blows, no matter how hard we try it’s not possible for us to ignore it. I believe that once we fall in love in life and that’s called the true love. I never believed in love until I met you. I started realizing how beautiful life can be when someone stands by your side whenever you need a shoulder to cry on. Your love gave life to this lifeless heart, you taught my heart to beat, you taught my heart how to writhe in pain, somehow tears stayed hidden in my eyes but you taught them how to brim over. Your love gave me a reason to live, showed the variety of colors in this world…. As the days passed our love became strong and strong, we lived in a dream world…. Never thought that we would have to part for ever, never thought that one day I have to live a life without you… the dream was over and now I’m all alone here waiting for you and you’re there alone.

The time ran after us when we were together, but now we are running after time cox without you the days seems to be long, the nights are incomplete as I don’t hear your voice. It seemed like I will die without you having by my side, but I’ve now realized I’m not going to die, I’m gonna live for you, for your happiness. I just need to move on so I have decided to try. I might never love someone else again but still I will always keep your words… I will always try to be happy again, to get in to my normal life as u wanted. You were always very special to me and will always be. I cry because of what made all the happy times end, god blessed me with you only a short time and I know the love we shared was so hard to find. I hope after all this we can be just good friends cox without you my life will be incomplete.

Each and every memory of you brings me a new reason for my life. People say the name of love means parting, so as we are now spaced out. In your love I’ve been touched so deep inside that now my heart only reads your name, it only accepts you’re entrance. But now you’re gone you’ll never come back to my life again. You’ll only remain as a pain, as a memory and unrequited prayers. You’re the only person whom now I hold closest to my heart, you’re my sweetest friend ever and will always keep you as my dear friend. To me this love wasn’t cheap….It came at a high cost…..

U tagged me!!!!! Uniqu3 Graph!X

A-Available?: ?????

B-Best friend: Sheez, mixu

C- Cake or Pie?: Chocolate cakes

D- Drink of choice: Coffee

E- Essential thing used everyday: Computer

F- Favorite color: Purple and red too

G- Gummi bears or worms: Gummi Bears

H- Hometown: Maldives

I- Indulgence: I guess nothing.....

J- January or February: February

K- Kids and names: hehe, if that day comes you guys will know till then it’s a secret ;)

L- Life: sometimes cruel, sometimes beautiful but it’s worth living when u build your life
towards your goal step by step.

M- Marriage date: May be never….heheh nop haven’t thought of it yet ;)

N- Number of siblings: 4 elder bros, 2 younger bros

O- Oranges or apples: Apples

P- Phobias: Cockroaches . hey not only one…but no time to list them..:)

Q- Quote: Failures are the pillar of success.

R- Reason to smile: For me every single thing is to smile :D

S- Season: hmm.... i like Winter

T- Tag three people: The sparkling Angel, xefrox, shaari

U- Unknown fact about me: Everyone knows everything about me

V- Vegetable you do not like: Laddiesfinger

W- Worst habit: trusting people too easily, and having a soft heart to all.

X- X-rays you have had: Many can’t list even ;)

Y- Your favorite food: Chicken Fried rice. Specially Indian foods :D

Z- Zodiac: Scorpio